I thought I had let this part go. The part where I envision what came next.
I’m longing again for what may have been. I’m angry about a future unknown that I’ll never have.
I was enraged at…..
Benghazi
The universe
You
Me
If I’m honest I think about it all the time.
I’m sad that I can hear your voice & I can’t reach out for your hand. I’m grateful that I still hear that sound reverberate throughout my bones.
That laugh….. That fucking laugh!
I’m scared that so much of me is still wrapped up in so much of you.
Say the things you want to say. You ALWAYS did.
Then. Now. Always
I love you.
You are still here. We have not forgotten.
In this moment we have each other. #GDMF Family